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It’s as if my heart still hopes that maybe, someday we’ll go back in each others arms and be like what we used to be. But for now, I learn to accept that we should be facing our own worlds and just let fate take us to where we supposed to be. If it will be us in the end or not, then we should let it be. I missed us. I missed all the things that we had. There’s not a single day that I didn’t think of you. Maybe that’s just how it goes cause you’re my first real love, and will always be. You’ll always be a part of me. I will not throw away all the memories that we had which made us what we are today. But we gotta learn to go on with our lives for a moment and not prison ourselves to the past. No more bitterness, though every time I remember how you hurt me, I still cry all over again. I guess I just got tired for crying all over again for the same reason. I love you so much that I wanted you to be happy even if it means you with someone else, even if its killing me seeing you with other women out there. It’s not that I’m closing doors for us, as what you’ve said, its just that I wanted to go on with my life for a moment and get back what I lost, myself. Someone’s gotta learn to give up, when she knows that she’s just the only one fighting. I wanted to open my heart to someone else now, like what you’re doing. It may take time, but I know, someone will wait for me, and when I’m finally ready and he’s still right beside me, he’s worth it :) I wish you have a great life, I know you will. You’ll always be in my heart.♥

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#life

#love

#personal

#letting go

#fate
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Gaaah. Here’s my 1,111th post here on TUMBLR!♥ Hooraaay! Hahaha =)) By the way, this is the guy whom I fell inlove deeply with ♥ A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but you’re one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around =))

Gaaah. Here’s my 1,111th post here on TUMBLR!♥ Hooraaay! Hahaha =))

By the way, this is the guy whom I fell inlove deeply with ♥
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but you’re one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around =))

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#1111th post
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1 year ago

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Happy 8th 11♥ Through it all, expecting for more months, or even a year to come =))

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#8th monthsary
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1 year ago

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Lezz walk even if a thousand miles? :’>

Lezz walk even if a thousand miles? :’>

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#thousand miles

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1 year ago

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Wanna have an endless ride? :)

Wanna have an endless ride? :)

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1 year ago